Love is Happening

There could be love,
made me think that someone could love
love for me--it can happen again, right?
there's a chance

but then again,

it's so scary falling in love, or the idea of liking someone.
this love stuff
love is happening, whether I like it or not
and it's really scary.

How do (you know)?

How do you know when to really fall in love and get married?
How do you know they're the right person to get married with?
how do people fall in love so fast and get married so fast? why?

If life is too short to live, I guess people should get married and live life in the fast lane.
It's so hard, how do people do it?

In addition,

How do you know if you can really believe what a guy is saying? Especially when they say they can treat you the right way or they can make you feel sexy or show you how sexy you are...
They text you and send you sweet messages, they send you flowers or pictures of themselves (for what)
you get so lost in these mix messages,
that I've heard it all, seen it all
Let's just keep it real.
OR
Am I just afraid...it gives me goose bumps just thinking about falling in love again, thinking about the feeling of someone making me feel happy, secure, protected, loved and sexy, and the idea of happily ever after = there is NO such thing.

My mind and my heart are not in the same page right now.
How will I know, if I never try again; right?

There is no such thing...

There is no such thing as a nice man.
There is such thing as a nice woman = ME
but when I say, "I want a nice man," there isn't one at all...

why?

Because you try to talk to a guy, who you think his nice,
but then they just plane ol' mean dogs.
Mean, because instead of telling the truth, they lie.
because they not being straight up with, honesty
like I said before, lets keep it real.

so,
why can't they just say what they want to say, even though it's not going to make sense.
and talk about it

there is no such thing as a nice man nor a perfect man out there

Trying

you try and you try...
you try to forget,
you try to move on,
you try to be a better person,
you try

you try to talk to people,
you try to move on,

you try to call,
you try to text,
you try to take the lead,

but where is leading to?
why is it so hard?

What is it about trying so hard that makes it so difficult for the other person to also try?